May 2013
18 posts
1 tag
I’ve never known a purer heartache
than being told that I am not loved.
and that I never was,
by someone I loved more than anything.
I did everything.
I invested so much.
So much time.
So many months and days and hours that you were my whole world.
And it turns out I was nothing.
The nightmare of devoting myself to someone that didn’t even truly want me.
How could I let this happen.
I...
Anonymous asked: Love your blog. You are a very pretty woman and you inspire me to dress up more and try different makeup. What do you suggest as lip wear for someone who is self conscious of her teeth? Thanks dear!
April 2013
37 posts
I was sitting on one side of the couch and there is a little table on the opposite side with my purse sitting on it, all of a sudden the table violently scoots forward by itself and my purse flys off welp fuck this I’m peeing my pants bye
2 tags
5 tags
5 tags
Anonymous asked: Do you do artwork?
2 tags
tired.
This is the first day I’ve really, truly felt sad. I have missed you of course but there are other matters on my mind and I’ve been focusing on being healthy and at peace. I’ve gotten used to sleeping alone every night again. But today. Today I’m sicker than most days, I keep throwing up. and I wish you could just be here sometimes. when I’m so nauseated that I...